This Curse of Mine

I walked through hard time
With my head held high
I faced all my demons alone
I faltered and failed
But always prevailed
Manifold battles have won

I've sinned through the darkness
I've conquered the night
I follow the path of my choice
When life takes me on
I'm driven and strong
And poised for the battles to come

I battle addiction to deal of time
There's no benediction for this curse of mine
Hell-drawn affliction is my inner war
The warfare rages on and on and on

I walked through each night
With my head held down
I faced all my demons alone
Every time I have failed
And never prevailed
Each and every battle was lost

I fell in the darkness
Was mazed, I was blind
Never felt the power for my choice
When life takes me on
I barely held on
All hope is now long seems gone

I battle addiction to deal of time
There's no benediction for this curse of mine
Hell-drawn affliction is my inner war
The warfare rages on and on and on

A burden of time
Wish you'll be undermined
In search of a sign
You cannot seem to find

I battle addiction to deal of time
There's no benediction for this curse of mine
Hell-drawn affliction is my inner war
The warfare rages on and on

I'm losing this battle it's out of control
For years it's been taking its toll on my soul
Broken in body, I'm broken in mind
The end drawing near, life pass me by