Mirrors

I feel black void penetrating my lungs
In my blood and in my heart
Filling my brain with blackness
I smell the taste of the absence of light
I try to raise my spirit and my soul
To run away from my great enemy
Then I became a man again
With a sudden desire for howling.

The outside is full of mirrors
I'd like to be deaf and crippled
A great victory
For spirituality
Killing my needs and desires
Wishing the eternal sleep
Waiting for the sun
To go back underground.

I lost so many time to try to understand
I sacrificed too much to the others
A sequence of things which lead original perfection
To the organic abomination
You gave orders, I quietly obeyed
Like a loving and faithful husband
I drowned under a flood of feelings
As my torturer caressed me skillfully.

Salvation needs sacrifices
Destruction of everything
Of every facets of my life
Mourning of my existence
D'esclave je passe maitre
D'utilisateur je deviens créateur
Sur mon refuge de glaise
L'horizon me fait de belles promesses.

Regrets shows that parasites prowls
Reliefs remains to be smoothed
To remove part of my spirit
I have to mutilate parts of my body
Only those who are ready for great sacrifices
Are noble and praiseworthy
I already lost so many things
The dreams keeper has opened a door for me.

Needs of sacrifice - Sacrifices of my needs
Five snakes to crush the opposites
Failure is not an option - I will have no second chance
Le chemin de retour a été sacrifié patience.

Again and again how many times now ?
Again and again how many thousand times ?
Again and again another contraction
Again and again another cycle.

My body vibrates and dances with the sound of this hellish music
Time is passing while I count now the rythm is slowing down
Un jour je ferai taire cette chose abject je suis tout pres de la perfection
Je dois encore briser les derniers cycles qui s'opposent à mon accomplissement.